Maybe it's just my doubts. Maybe I'm just imagining these feelings. Maybe nothing's wrong at all. All the fucked up things that have happened to me and I'm somehow fine. Obviously people aren't perfect and I have my flaws. I'm still a positive person. I still strive to be better than I was yesterday and to inspire others. To teach kindness, joy and that emotions aren't a crutch. Yet here I am shaking as I type. They're only a crutch of you let them be... or you do what I do. Shut the world out and focus on yourself. Enjoy the time you have each day doing what you like to do and ignoring everything and everyone else. Something pisses you off you just shove it to the back of your mind. Something worries you, you don't bring it up. You pretend that everything is perfect and fine. That what I do. I'm grateful that I've gotten as far as I have, but these doubts eat at my brain and my heart. I don't want the "Everything's going to wor...